I originally started this BLOG at a time in my life that I knew was
going to be
HARD...
and might get HARDER!
I wanted it to be my own place where
I could share all the GOOD I have in my life.
It would remind me to have GRATITUDE and to
remember that I had once been promised...
"To look forward with HOPE in knowing that one day
you will receive Greater Happiness,
than you've ever KNOWN."
But sometimes I still CAN'T help feeling...
SAD.
Out of the BLUE last night I received a text,
"I hate you and I will not stop til everyone knows,
what a sick lier you are."
The kids are GONE and I worry.
Ron is at WORK and I have no one to share my sadness.
And while looking at my FRIENDS' blogs this morning...
I realized I HAVEN'T found that ONE friend,
I can call TODAY, who can take me SHOPPING or
who can make me LAUGH.
So the SADNESS wasn't in the text but in having
no ONE to share it with.
I could share all the GOOD I have in my life.
It would remind me to have GRATITUDE and to
remember that I had once been promised...
"To look forward with HOPE in knowing that one day
you will receive Greater Happiness,
than you've ever KNOWN."
But sometimes I still CAN'T help feeling...
SAD.
Out of the BLUE last night I received a text,
"I hate you and I will not stop til everyone knows,
what a sick lier you are."
The kids are GONE and I worry.
Ron is at WORK and I have no one to share my sadness.
And while looking at my FRIENDS' blogs this morning...
I realized I HAVEN'T found that ONE friend,
I can call TODAY, who can take me SHOPPING or
who can make me LAUGH.
So the SADNESS wasn't in the text but in having
no ONE to share it with.
2 comments :
Jana - I haven't had time to check in lately, but I finally do. I must say, this post made me SAD. :( I'm sorry you got such a rude text and that you were alone. Hang in there. Even though I'm a state away, I'm only a phone call away. Love ya.
You can call me ANY time of day or night!!! I'm always up for going shopping, getting a massage, a pedicure, ICE CREAM, etc!!! Call me any time you need shoulder to cry on, a listening ear or need to just get away!! (You can come over any time you need, too!)
And always remember...words can only hurt if you let them! :)
I LOVE YOU JANA!!! We are eternal friends!! :)
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